Dead Letter Office by alyse [ - ]
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Category: CI5: The New Professionals > Slash > Drabbles
Characters: Chris Keel
Rating: PG
Genres: Drabble
Warnings: None

Summary: Double drabble. CI5 Field Agents are encouraged to draft letters for their loved ones in the event of their death.

Bloody stupid idea of Malone's.  Just so he feels he's done something when he hands these to those we've left behind.

Left behind.  Sounds so... innocuous.

Here goes.


If you're reading this, I'm dead.  Well, you always said I liked to state the obvious so I'll state this too.  Whatever happened to me, it was my own bloody fault.  Blame yourself and I'll come back and haunt you.

Save the world for me, mate, and know that I'm proud to have called myself your friend.


It would be cruel to say in death what I couldn't in life.



Too cold.

Dear Sam...

Damn.  Sounds like I'm writing to my maiden aunt.


Honest, but hardly appropriate.


There's so much that I wanted to tell you when I had the chance, but I guess my time ran out, huh?  Blame cowardice.  Yeah, me.  The one you said feared nothing, although you usually caveated that as 'no fear, no bloody sense'. 

Guess I've got no excuse now, huh?

I love you.

I'm sorry.  For everything.  For not saying it sooner.  You deserved better.

Forgive me?


No.  I can't do this to him.  Back to the drawing board.

The End